Njhthefab! :D

2009-08-30T17:10:00.000+08:00

The one thing I’m scared most about right now is that

I’ll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat

every second of the day. Having him there to hug, to hold

and to kiss makes everything seem so perfect.

He’s the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning,

makes me feel like going to school and to stay awake at night.

I smile and laugh every second I’m with him and

it feels like time just stops when he’s there with me.

I cherish the time I spend with him now because who knows

if something would ever happen to break us apart.

All I really want is him to be with me for me, not for something more.

This is the first time I feel that I can’t screw this up because if I do,

I know he’ll just leave and I’m not letting this one go because he’s real,

the one that understands me out of every guy out there that

I’ve ever met or known. I’m scared to get hurt again, too many tears lost,

too much time wasted. I hope that he’s the boy that’s going to be there for me, always.

The one who actually keeps his word and promises.

2009-07-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening.

Maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone

did the first bad thing, and that led someone to do

another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game when you whisper

a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else,

and it all comes out wrong in the end.

But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the

only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

-Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes

On another note, I've got novels:

Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult,

Thanks for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern,

which I've finished reading and are still in good condition,

in which considering to sell/rent them probably.

Drop me a mail at njh23-@hotmail.com if you're keen :D

2009-07-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

Words are like nets-we hope they'll cover what we mean,

but we know they can't possibly hold that much joy,

or grief, or wonder. If it's happened to you, you know

what it feels like. But try to describe it to someone else-

and language only takes you so far.

The hardest thing in the world is believing someone can change.

It's always easier to go along with the way things are

than to admit that you might have been wrong in the first place.

Change Of Heart, Jodie Picoult (:

2009-07-16T23:18:00.004+08:00

Two hearts that beat as one,

The guy whom never fails to be my pillar of strength,

the one whom I need and want him to be.

The guy whom knows what I wanna say and how I feel,

even without me opening my mouth.

The guy whom knows exactly how much nachos cheese

I want to be dipped along with my chips.

The guy whom will always snatch French Fries

in public with me, acting like small children.

The guy whom will fulfill my cravings.

The guy whom loves me so dearly and unconditionally,

and I'm sure the same goes for me (:

2009-07-08T21:41:00.006+08:00

I'd seriously give any girl out there a piece of advice.

Don't ever fall into such a nasty guy's trap.

He's a downright bad guy, whom goes around flirting,

even if he's attached. And for a guy to not respect his mum,

forget about him respecting his girlfriend or wife.

He has got no brains whatsoever to think and to

differentiate what's right or wrong. And doesn't have

the butts to even think where he stands himself.

He's a humiliation and an embarrassment to be with, serious.

So if any girl ever gets together with him,

good luck (: And remember to prepare yourself

for a serious heartbreaking experience.

No, I should say (totally wasted experience)

"Do you have any ex?"

"I don't recall having any at all (:"

2009-07-07T22:17:00.005+08:00

Behind every smile, lurks secrets

I genuinely hope that we can make it through whatever.

No matter what comes in our way, we are gonna hold each other close,

and assure each other that this is not like any other

relationships out there. It's something so rare that we've found,

and have come to cherish with all our might.

I ♥ you, more than you'd ever realise

2009-07-06T22:02:00.004+08:00

Shadows in faded love,

They told me, "You never know what to expect".

Truth be told then.

The last thing I'd expect is to have the day

you hurting me and making me feel like you're just no

different from all the other guys out there.

Somehow, I really don't wanna feel that way.

Cause despite everything, you believed in me.

And it goes the same, for me. (I suppose)

♥ DarlingCarrienht

& we know, it's because of mutual trust & reliance

2009-06-12T22:41:00.005+08:00

Words cannot measure up to this love of ours, never ever.

If someone were to ask me, "what's the rightest choice

you feel that you've made in your life?"

My answer would be, "to be with you."

And I'd never come to regret loving you, (:

The guy whom waits for me in the cold all alone,

just to see me home from school, and to ensure my safety.

The guy whom changes all his shortcomings,

to make himself a good Boyfriend.

The guy whom will never let a tear roll down my eye.

The guy whom I've grown so dependent on,

which makes it so hard for me to imagine life without him now.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,

it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but

rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails (:

-Thanks to Miss Shynn

2009-05-23T20:15:00.003+08:00

If found unfaithful, please kindly help

to pluck off all his hair, from head to toe,

and screw him up as bad as it can get.

Show no mercy on him ya.

Thanks, (:

2009-05-20T16:51:00.005+08:00

This guy was a very good friend of mine,

sharing everything with me frankly,

and always there giving me good advices,

would even be waken up by my call in the middle of the night,

to listen patiently what's wrong and all.

A very stupid guy, yet a very great friend. (:

JosephNgZhuJian, that's him.

2009-05-17T12:26:00.005+08:00

I touched, and I was burnt.

I'm always happy when I'm with them, (:

And you can see from here,

that Joline's lousy!!! Hahaha.

In the midst of self timer-ing, hahaha

Beware of what's to come,

These photos made 'em kept scolding themselves

idiots, and laughing like crazyyyyyyy, lmao!

♥ They are the bestest, the truest, & the irreplaceable.

And I know, they'll be the ones sticking with me,

till the end (: I love you girls!

2009-05-15T21:27:00.006+08:00

If you could hold on to just one memory,

what would it be? (:

Heard that Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper

is gonna be filmed into a major movie.

And I'm oh so looking forward to it.

I'm gonna catch that movie,

NO MATTER WHAT !!!!

:D:D:D

More and more colleagues are soon resigning,

or had already resigned. Awwwww..

Feel so sad, cause I'm gonna miss them so, :/

I frankly want Daddy and Mummy to be in

the know of Dearest and I being together.

I want their approval, and them to know that

he's the one I can be safe with, and happy with.

But I've got no courage, booooooooooo ):

2009-05-15T20:41:00.019+08:00

Dearest Boyf needed a wallet desperately,

and I got one for him, hehe.

Am I good or what? Oopsie, x:

Lousy camera phone. ><

I'm so gonna get a cammy I tell you.

Met Dearest Boyf today and we crashed

Starbucks for late breakfast? Early lunch? Lmao.

We then went to Bakerzin to get our favourite

Chocolate Amer cake :D:D:D Just nice

they had 50% off for Chocolate Amer, wahaha.

♥ Dearest Boyf is more than just love, (:
Just wanna be the one who grows old with you.

2009-05-11T20:55:00.005+08:00

What a fiasco.

Why are people calling me Swine?!? LMAO.

I'm Swine, NOT okey(!!!!!!!!)

Anyhow, assignments are soon gonna drive

me crazyyyyyy, :/ Shucks.

Boyf's no good, no good.

He refuses to get me chocolates, marshmallows,

candy floss, cotton candy, booooooooooo!!! );

But I realised I'm no good as well.

Cos I always tend to forget him when

I'm indulging myself with food, hahaha!

2009-05-10T20:43:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ HAPPY MUM MUMS' DAY :D

2009-05-08T21:58:00.004+08:00

What a beautiful lie.

After God-knows-how-many-failed-plans

to meet up with Girlfriend, we (FINALLY!!!!) managed

to take time out for each other, hahaha.

She came over at about 11pm, and we both agreed

on our super duper long updates first, hee.

And what else do girls do when they get together?

Camwhore, of course :D

"Hey! Whatcha doing with my hair?!"

Girlfriend needed to complete her homeworks which

are due the following day, so I went to bed first.

Without my company, I allowed her to have

Blissey and Piglet to accompany her, hahaha!

Girl, I know you'll be reading this. So here goes

what I wanna say to you, hahaha.

Whatever that you do, believe in yourself, and

always bear in mind that I'll never fail to be here for you.

Take for instance, you could always ring me up all

of a sudden, and go blabbering about what's going

on in your life and all, like what you're doing

every now and then, *laugh our ass off*

Though there will be times in which you're too caught

up with your own matters, and me too,

I hope you know that we (not forgetting Joline) wil always

be the truest, the bestest, and the irreplaceable.

Remember our wedding pacts, hahaha!
♥ you bucket loads

2009-05-06T20:45:00.003+08:00

Cause I choose to (:

Now guess what? I'm down with flu and abit

of cough. And apparently, everyone around me just

goes 'Ahhh, stay away from me..' Lmao.

He takes good care of me when I'm ill.

He makes me laugh when I'm down.

He knows me inside out.

No doubt why I choose to love him (:

(P.S Know the difference between I love you,

and I choose to love you.

It's two completely differently things.)

"What is life?"

Choice.

"What is love?"

Choice.

One word which brings about so much impact.

2009-05-04T21:13:00.005+08:00

Alright, let me just admit that I suck at debate
kind of stuffs, and I hate it alot alot! ):
Totally made me speechless and rooted to the ground, damn.
Whatever it is, thanks Dearest Boyf for the liang cha (:
I'm like gonna get ill soon. Awwww~ Feel terrible :/

2009-05-01T22:57:00.009+08:00

How can happiness feel so right.

It's kind of weird to hear me say I wanna shop.

Sounds even weirder to me, HA :/

But the thing now is that, I wanna get a lappy.

I wanna get myself a new wallet.

I wanna buy a camera.

I wanna get new shoes, new clothes etc!!! ><

I wanna meet up with old friends,

and reminisce good old times with them all.

Sweet oh sweet, I want pratas can!!!!

I wanna catch movies with Dearest Boyf.

I wanna meet Lovey as I hadn't seen her for

lotsa months, I wanna see Darrx as I wanna know

how she is now, is she adapting well..? I wanna meet

Hunny to have heart-to-heart chats with her, I wanna get

together with Darlings, I wanna meet Girlfriends as

I'm shifting house already, and I'm gonna miss them so, ):

2009-04-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

We won't forget still,
there's lots of love left to hold tight.

Tears in your eyes

Sweet goodbyes

I know how you feel right now

Losing dreams you've come to care about

I know what you need right now

You need to come on home so I can hold you tight

Get you through the night

I'll get you through the night

Everything I love between us will get us through the night

All the things we lost will teach us see

the pretty things in life

All the places that we've been to

The people we relate to

All the love that we give in to

2009-04-30T21:47:00.008+08:00

Kitteny :D

Can't really see its cuteness over here, though. HA

Had a very very tough time taking a shot of her, =="
Anyhow, it's so great to see her so lively now (:

2009-04-28T13:30:00.007+08:00

Never a right time to say goodbye.

I look around me, and realised how fortunate

I am in actual fact. I have parents whom never

gave up on me, despite the countless times

I have let them down. Whom are willing to spend

money, effort, and time in nurturing me. Whom

will always forgive me no matter what mistakes I commit.

I have siblings whom will keep me from being lonely

at home. Whom will be there to grow together with me.

I have friends whom are so true to me. Whom will always

be there to lend a listening ear. Whom shared so much

joy and sorrow together with me.

And lastly, I have a boyf whom will always love me

so whole-heartedly even if I disappoint him. Whom I know

will always give in to me even when we quarrel. Whom will

gladly lend me his shoulders to cry on. Whom will never

turn his back on me, even if everyone does. Whom will never

leave me in the lurch to fend for myself. Whom will always

make it a point to be there for me without fail.

My Kinderjoy.

My happy drug.

My comfort zone.

My Dearest Boyf (:

2009-04-26T12:55:00.017+08:00

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

Darling C :D

With many many loves,

2009-04-26T12:11:00.003+08:00

To get back what was taken away.

Was hanging around West Coast Plaza for dinner

with Mum Mum and Bro Bro last night.

Coincidentally, Joline and her family was also

at the same restaurant, just sitting right beside us, HAHA.

And after which, I went to Starbucks to see

long-time-no-see partners etc, only

to get teased by them, hahaha.

Was trying my luck to see whether Girlfriend

was working at the dental clinic, and there she was!

It has been pretty long since we saw each other ever

since school started for the both of us.

Updates, and heart-to-heart chats over supper (:

Was duper full so we decided to try walking home.

We realised we always seem to lose track of time

whenever we are together, hee.

And I know, even if the both of us make new

friends or drift apart, we'll always be

the truest and bestest amongst all :D

Reached home and watched Seed of Chucky.

Idiotic show indeed, hahaha.

And Girlfriend didn't dare to watch,

and so, off to bed she went, lmao.

(P.S I love Dearest (: )

2009-04-24T17:37:00.006+08:00

You're the reason that I'm breathing.

Happy Birthday, Nura :D:D !!

Oh well, today's class started at 8 30am, till 11 30am.

And the entire class decided to eat out at the nearby LJS (:

We walked under the scorching sun, the damnit humid weather,

and were all perspiring like *** when we reached there, HA!

Say Hello to Patricia, aka Patrick, my PTBF (:

"Look, this is my new boyfriend", says Gillian. LMAO

It's Carol and Geraldine looking over here

We then had to rush back for class which was at 12 15pm.

And again, the unbearable heat which totally

turned Favouritey and I off, hahaha.

This was a total surprise especially for her, gee.

Tears from being touched X:

Psychotic class :D

2009-04-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

Stay true to all that's right.

Dearest, thanks for all that you've given to me.

That unconditional love and care, which none

has ever given to me ever.

You make me happy when I'm upset.

You take my burdens away when I'm getting

too tired and make it so much easier for me.

And you always never fail to make my day just by

bringing me my favourite chocolates, saying

"Dear Dear" in that voice, and making ugly faces.

Though the world out there,

may be cold to all we share

I have you, to take me through the night.

That, I know for sure.

I love you (:

2009-04-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

Time is woven inevitably.

Class today was absolutely great :D

We had to form groups of four to advertise

about a particular something that we were given.

Not to say, it's we four. HA!

They make life in school fun (:

♥ Favouritey

I wanna rid all eyes bags/eye circles!!

2009-04-21T22:35:00.001+08:00

He can have everything in this world

But he'll sacrafice it all for me

And I made up my mind

Im in love this time

And it feels so real

And I, know that he wont break my heart

And I, know that we won't ever part

Its time, time for us to settle down

And I, wanna be with him forever

2009-04-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

We take our memory for granted,
until it fails us.

I really gotta admit, even Sweet's taller than me.

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Went to Dearest Boyf's place first, and then

crashed Pizza Hut with these two irritants, HA

Seriously, you can never eat in peace with

not just Dearest, but also with those two. HAHAHA!

Went with donuts to look for me Darling (:

Darling, know that you can come to

me whenever you shall need me.

I may be busy with my own matters or what,

but I'll definitely not forget to be there for you.

You got to be strong my dear girl, though it's

never gonna be easy. I can truly understand

what you're going through at this point of time.

I love you, Darling (:

2009-04-20T21:09:00.003+08:00

Don't close your eyes,
or we'll fade away.

This is favouritey in class, HAHA

She's great at pretending that she's listening X:

We were really bored, HA! Sucky drawings X:

Crashed IKEA with favouritey after class

for salmon salmon salmon! HOHOHO

Absolute indulgence :D

2009-04-19T21:24:00.003+08:00

Get a grip on yourself, Njh.

If you start now, you'll never stop.

Don't start.

2009-04-19T20:04:00.008+08:00

The formation of false memories.

18April,

Went to the library alone to check out

the books recommended by lecturers.

Somehow, I realise I quite love it to be alone

at times, having my own space to do my

own things. No distractions or blah. Love it, heh.

Rang CuiXia up and she drove down, huhu!

She reached at 8:30pm, and the person over the speakers went:

"Dear readers, the library will be closing in 30minutes

time. If you wish to borrow any library materials,

please kindly do so at the blahblahblah."

And we both looked at each other as

that sentence was so familiar to our ears, HA

And so, we drove to Science Centre Mac

for French Fries and Hot Fudge Sundae.

Sinful night, not? :D

Think she wants her bed terribly, HAHAHA

Stayed there not for long, and then she

drove me home. Cool only, HA.

Came home, and found some photos

in old phones, which made me reminisce really alot.

That very night was filled with both laughter

and screams. All were left perspiring like mad after

trying to light each candle, not letting the wind

blow it away, but to no avail, and shaping it into this, HA

They say, Secondary School friends are those

whom will leave the greatest impact on our lives.

Well.. Well.. Well, lmao.

On another note, everyone around me is

bugging me to get a Facebook acc, urgh.

I'm just lazy to get one can. Blog's enough :D

(P.S Fed up over photobucket!!

I WANNA COMPLAINNNNNNNNNNNNN !!!!!)

2009-04-17T13:22:00.005+08:00

Never getting my love mistaken.

Class can never get any better with

this girl around :D

Lecturers have been getting confused

over the both of us because of our names, HA

We shout at the same time,

we laugh at the same stupid things,

and the same thought comes to our

minds at the same time. Lmao.

She's my favouritey (:

After school, Dearest Boyf came to see me home,

as usual (: Love him many many! Hehe.

Girlfriend then came over to my place.

Boy oh boy, it has been pretty long since I saw

her man. And there were so many many things

to update each other on, hahaha.

Alright, we really look sleepy here, HA.

And so, off to sleep after the duper long talk :D

2009-04-14T21:36:00.004+08:00

Read between the lines.

All thanks to Miss Shynn, or should I say,

the "Who Moved My Cheese" book that she lent to me,

I've came to quite realise whatever it is,

I've got to move on with life (:

"Have you noticed how we don't want to

change when things change?"

"Admit that the biggest inhibitor to change lies within

yourself, and that nothing gets better until you change."

Felt really lost and confused on the first day of school, hahaha.

Thankfully, I did not lose my way okey! X:

Yeppy yep, made a couple of new friends (:

Starting to make known to others as Joy, lol.

Ultimately, guess it's Fate. Be it whoever I meet,

what kind of friends I'm gonna befriend and all.

Joey and I are gonna be the stick-to-each-other, hahaha!

2009-04-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

I got lost in memories.

Friday, 10/04 :

Lovey came all the way down to my workplace (:

Waited till Girlfriend and I knocked off,

and crashed the coffeeshop opposite for supper :D

As for today, I met up with Miss Shynn Lim, my secondary

school teacher! And pulled Dearest along, HAHA :B

Crashed Pepper Lunch, yeahman!*

Updates and all were absolutely fantastic! :D

Now, then I know how much Miss Lim went through,

awwwwww! "Better be late than never." HA!

And you'll realise Miss Lim's a completely different

person, outside school. HAHAHA! Another food lover X:

And yes yes, we made it a point to meet up often.

Real often :D:D Next Saturday probably! Hehe.

I needed to leave early, and so, buhbye to her (:

Dearest Boyf then sent me home, huhu!

Absolute retard X:

Definite love (:

School's starting tomorrow for me.

Oh me godzxzx, say time flies, guess I really

gotta admit that. Damn damn damn, :/

I don't wanna quit my work. But what if I can't juggle

both school work and work at the same time?

To add on, I'm shifting house soon too ><

I will then be busy. Everyone will be too. Hiyes! LOL

2009-04-10T14:21:00.005+08:00

Unintended hurt,

How can two people actually love each other

this deeply, that when they've hurt each other,

they don't even notice, yet hearts ache so much?

I really wasn't trying to make you see that it

was your fault, or that I'm actually blaming you.

I'm so sorry for causing this.

Use just one hand and I guess I can probably

just count out how many really good friends

I have now. Saddening to know that people grow

up, people change. Used to be(s) seem so contradicting

now. Acting like I don't know you, you don't know me.

Or either can I trust you, can you trust me.

It's never gonna be the same.

(P.S: It's getting too emotional)

2009-04-10T14:09:00.004+08:00

Continued, (:

( All gotten from that girl, ha)

Well, just wanted to meet up with those

alienated friends before school commences next week, :/

Many loves!

2009-04-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

Njh's LG Ice Cream is just 4 days old, hehe :D

Go check out the lyrics of this song, it's cooooooool !!

2009-04-09T19:32:00.003+08:00

Welcome to my sunny day (:

After much countless failed attempts to

meet up, finally, yes, finally! Hahaha.

Just so you know, I met this

idiotic, irritating girl for gym, wahaha.

Well, we got into trouble this time round.

HAHAHA, not to mention, what happened X:

We then went for sauna, which totally

made us perspire like pigs, lmao!

Hey girl, just stop pretending you're taller X:

Will I get beaten by this? Oops, lmao!

Say I'm pampered, I think I really am, :/

Fancy me telling Dearest to come down to

accompany me home when it's just a few minutes

bus trip back home. Anyhow, Dearest's the bestest Boyf ever :D

2009-04-08T19:12:00.003+08:00

Continued, (:

All thanks to this girl over here,

My birthday surprise for Boyf was a total success (:

And her "I need help" story made me laugh

like stupid only, hahaha!

"WE NEED HELP!!" LMAO

♥ Thank you, Jamie Ng for everthing.

It's never easy to find a good friend,

and I believe I'm one lucky one to have

found you. I know I may not be there

whenever you needed someone, and for that,

I'm utterly apologetic towards you.

Hope that we won't drift even when school starts.

And we'll still remain as the greatest J ever (:

Love you to bits :D

2009-04-07T15:56:00.001+08:00

♥ Lovey love love love love love love !

2009-04-07T14:07:00.005+08:00

♥ HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, DEAREST BOYF :D

Well, this is gonna be a long long post, haha.

Met up with no-one-knows-who at 12pm plus,

and made our way to Kovan first.

Reached there and found our way through, and

managed to find Sweetest Moments not long after :D

Boy oh boy, the cupcakes were just so lovely and sweet! Hehe.

We then made our way back by train.

Reached Pioneer, and walked under the drizzle.

Reached Dearest's doorstep, and told him to open up

the door, wahaha! Totally impromptu can!

Anyhow, bet Dearest was surprised and happy (:

Blahblahblah, we then decided to crash

Haagen Dazs for chocolate fondue!

And and, just so you know, this is my hunny,

but also, my accomplice for the day, hahaha!

J simply rocks our world right right! X:

This one over here's my Darrx,

whom we met later on together for Chocolate Fondue :D

Nicey nicey! Service sucks, though =="

Before heading to Atlantis for kbox, Dearest and I

decided to catch the 5.05pm Confessions of a Shopaholic

movie when it was already 5.05pm, haha!

Thank God we made it, and the movie's

totally fab! People, go catch it with your Girlfreinds,

or perhaps, loved one :D Nicey nicey!

As for the rest, let's just leave it to

the photos to do the rest of the talking, haha.

Got this for Dearest too (:

And forced him to wear it out, hahaha!

Kbox time :D:D

You can't, and you don't tell me how I should

love my own boyf, cos I myself know best (:

I love you more than anything in the

world combined :D

♥ Nothing defines me without you

2009-04-05T14:22:00.005+08:00

Stay with me, and pull me close.

An aboslutely perfect shot! :D

I got this for my Darlings, and had one more, so..

Annoying at times, yet adorable too, HA

And and, we found a kitten, :/

Somehow, I really don't know if I should like

or dislike cats, urgh. It's in our house now,

following us all around, LOL

Dearest Boyf's birthday is just two days away,

am getting so duper excited X: Boy oh boy, hahaha!

David Archuleta will be in town on Tuesday as well,

OH MY GODZXZXZX!!!!! :/

2009-04-04T20:22:00.008+08:00

Respect your affections.

Back to that very school, where it brought me

both smiles and tears. Relived every single moment,

and frankly do miss everything so so much, :/

Say Hi to that girl :D

(P.S Let's really do meet up sooooooon okey!)

What a goody friend indeed, HA

Bimbo, kimbo! Rofl.

The nicest girls, heh.

Mister Hakim (:

Hunny love! Xoxo

Babe! :D

They're my prettiest darlings :D

And these were for my darlings, heh.

And and, this was from ~~DarlingLee~~ Darlings.

~~She~~ They must really know how much I love

cupcakes I guess? HAHAHA

I say this is cute :D

And this was from DarlingNg (:

Thank Darlings so much, I love you girls many!

Mr Yeung! (:

Truest Girlfriend, ever.

My Dearest Boyf (:

Tied together with a smile.

You make me happy.

♥ My mutual addiction, my happy drug.

2009-04-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

♥ Happy sweet 16, sweet :D

Hope you had your birthday spent wonderfully ya.

A year older and a year prettier right, heh.

Need I list out every teeny weeny thing that you've

done as a very good friend? Guess not? HA!

You know I'll always stick to our sweetie's promise.

And do like the things I hand-made for you okey! HAHA

I love you so so okey (:

2009-04-02T21:11:00.004+08:00

Ditch the games.

Was awaken by a call from Girlfriend at 11am+, zZz! HAHA

She was so high and said she wanted to come over.

I then washed up and everything, and not long after, she arrived.

Suddenly, we had the urge to get out of the house

to spend money on food and blah X:

Headed to somewhere near, IMM.

Goddamn sinful, HAHAHA

I bet people must be thinking "Oh my, how long has

these two girls not eat fries?" LMAO!

Guess we just have got to admit that we're very

selfish, when it comes to food, HAHAHA!

There she is, busy sprinkling salt after pepper,

pepper after salt on the fries, rofl.

No one more true than her,

nothing more lovely than this (:

Not forgetting, I love my Dearest Boyf :D

2009-04-01T20:33:00.004+08:00

Unspoken affections.

Coffee Seminar at Starbucks today (:

There were Serene, Jacob, Joe and me helping out Tim.

Everything worked out well and it was absolute fun. HA

Two great assholes came to 'support', though X:

His front view with that striaght-cut fringe

looks weird, that's why X:

I don't care if I'm gonna get killed for this X:

Thank you guys :D

2009-03-30T13:47:00.003+08:00

Wonder took its place.

I dreamt that hammy came back ): Boooooooooo

Get a grip, Njh! You well know that that won't happen :/

Finally, a perfect shot, HAHA

It's saddening to see all the other hammys, but not it.

Whatever it is, I have got to just let it off my

heart, like what Dearest had said.

I can't possibly live with this guilt, or whatever-you-name-it

for my whole life, can I? :/

Anyhow, I'm oh so excited over Dearest's birthday, woohoo

2009-03-29T14:37:00.006+08:00

What a beautiful mess.

Inevitable. Unpredictable. ~~Hanging by a thread.~~

Please, God, don't make me lose any one, nor any thing, again.

I'm afraid of what will become of me if I were to.

Name me a coward, a weakling.

But I really can't afford to anymore. Please..

2009-03-28T21:21:00.005+08:00

This glorious sadness brings me to my knees.

Numb by all the cryings and sobbings from

my being guilty, from missing and wanting it to come back.

However, that will never happen.

And it hurts me doubly for knowing that fact. )':

Worked opening today, and work with Isq is never

once not fun at all, at all. Hehe. 10am++, and Izzah

came in (: Bimbo shift indeed, hahaha!!

Sweet, along with her Darling, and me Dearest

suddenly appeared out of nowhere, lmao.

Dearest asked why do I seemed totally different,

which made me relive the moment in which I lost hammy,

and the feeling's so terrible and yet, I can't really show it out.

Booooooooooooo...

But anyhow, thanks sweet! Loveya (:

There was this Hip Hop competition today at West Coast

Plaza, and I called up Girlfriend to tell her about it.

HAHA, she soon rushed down and we went to join in the crowd.

Coooooooooooooooooooooooooooool ~

Male hip hoppers are hot and cute can! X: HOTTIE CUTIE!

Hohoho, Dearest, but I love you only lah okey, ha!
♥ You never fail to make my day (:

2009-03-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

Just two days back, I told Dearest:

"I've forgotten how to cry."

And for that night, I had a nightmare,

in which, I lost him to another.

Was so affected by it that I was so out of

sorts for the entire of yesterday.

What else hurts more than witnessing your

most precious pet being bitten away?

And in fact, you did try to chase it with

all your might. From the highest level to floor level,

from floor level to highest level

in the middle of the night, but to no avail.

I neglected it for the past few weeks,

using beat after work as an excuse to not

spend some time with it. I should have known better..

All I can do is cry and cry, and can't help but feel guilty.

I would do anything to have it back,

but what's the point in saying all

these now that it's gone? :'/

Why do I feel so lonely all of a sudden..

Precious

2009-03-27T15:53:00.002+08:00

2009-03-25T20:41:00.009+08:00

My words can't seem to find a way.

Njh hates reecollecting that very past.

Cos it hurts, really alot, beyond words would ever describe.

You won't and you don't know ):

But but anyhow,

Thanks, sweet, for the frank talks (:
Thanks, sweet, for the retarded things that we plan together (:

Thanks, sweet, for waiting for me to knock off,

in fact, for I-don't-know-why reasons (:

Thanks, sweet, for allowing me to have that untradeable

(ain't sure if there's sucha word?) trust and faith in you (:

Thanks, sweet, for being there, without fail (:

(P.S Guess this is the (:-est post ever, haha)

♥ I would do anything for us to remain,

cos' I know that we can make it last.

2009-03-24T14:57:00.006+08:00

Turn the words around.

I wish upon a star,

wanna be right where you are (:

2009-03-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

Me boyfriend in the house! :D

If you're not the one for me,

who else could ever be? Iloveyou (:

2009-03-23T20:57:00.005+08:00

Queen of paranoia.

Today, me hunny came over to my place. Yeppy! (:

(P.S We agreed that it's the camera which sucks,

not that we are ugly X: How convincing, lmao!)

Best photo? ROFL!

Take a look at my Hunny! :D

Just so you know, black and white throughout X:

Beware~ HA! "Negative craze"

We spent the noon cum night chatting over food, drinks and

titbits. Seems like there are endless stuffs to talk about,

hahaha. And I love my hunny loads loads loads !

Today's definitely a great day spent.

I'm content, just by sitting down, having our own time,

and talking about anything under the sun with you.
♥ Thanks really alot, Hunny (:

2009-03-22T23:21:00.005+08:00

Despair altered by just one simple
embrace from him (:

I'm going booboo haha, gugu gaga over HIP HOP now, baby~ !!!!!

Oh my Godzxzxzxz, I'm oh so gonna take up hip hop soon soon !

HAHAHA. Well, school's starting on the 13th April for me.

On one hand, I'm kind of excited as I can study what I want

and what I've got interest in. But on the other, it has been

like how many donkey years (too exaggerating? LMAO) since

I took out books or whatever to study and got down to business.

Oh man, zZz! And am shifting house during early May.

Oh damn~ I'm so gonna miss everything.

Afraid that there'll be changes that I've got to adapt to and all.

But yes, all these are inevitable :/ Hiyes.

Loveeeeeeeeeeeeee me Dearest more than anything ! :D:D

And me miss him ): Boooooooooohooooooooooo

2009-03-21T17:16:00.002+08:00

Absolute composure to a complete mess.

At one point, I seem to be able to have everything at

one go. But on the other hand, I can too lose anything,

the way I had that very thing in the first place.

I'm frightened by the thought of how love and war can

actually stand upon the very same foundations.

How quickly a moment of love was snapped away

to a moment of hate. All it probably takes is just

one comment to steal it all away. And one realisation,

how those opposites all border around one another,

and how quickly we can be altered as well.

I'm afraid to lose anything in my life this moment.

Cos everything seems absolutely perfect now.

I don't want any changes to it as far as I know.

I wouldn't dare imagine if one of these days,

I were to lose any thing, or any one.

Be it family, love or friends..

2009-03-20T15:13:00.002+08:00

Happiness and sadness,
so closely knitted together.

I met up with me Girlfriends and that mean girl today. (:

First stop, to the Pastamania at Far East to fill our stomachs.

And then, we walked to TANGS, and then to Ngee Ann City.

My girls, go gugu gaga, booboo haha over dresses! :D

(P.S I fugging blinked, if not, this'd be perfect >< )

She's Cheryl, my Pri school matey (:

Girlfriend, I know I suck, but need you give me

that disgusted face?! HAHA !

Pure madness, lmao.

We then train-ed down to Vivo together,

Cheryl had to leave first, and so goodbyes and all to her (:

And after that, we three headed to Starbucks!

Oh my Godzxzxzx?!?! ROFL.

I wouldn't be what I am, if not for them :D

Need I say exactly how much they're being loved? Heh.

2009-03-19T19:27:00.005+08:00

I know my friend is a shopaholic because...

- She can spend 300-500 over bucks on just clothings

just within one or two days without feeling the pinch, at all.

- She can shop till I drop, yet, she hadn't.

- Whenever I call her during her off-work days,

she'll either be telling me she's shopping away with

her other friends, or alone shopping.

- She'll always pull me along for shopping, when she well

knows that I'm not the really into-shopping sort.

- And on another note, she's so damn elated when she got to know

that Sophie Kinsella's novel's gonna be filmed for a movie!

Catch Confessions of a Shopaholic on 26 March! :D

2009-03-18T18:46:00.004+08:00

♥ Happy Birthday to Blissey :D

This is kind of stupid, but who cares X:

2009-03-17T17:26:00.003+08:00

You can't play on broken strings.

♥ Darrx,

thanks for trusting and listening. For everything (:

Loveya lots, you should well know that !

Retard, retard, and more retard ~ HAHAHA

But still, love no lesser :D

2009-03-16T21:06:00.005+08:00

This is no fun at all, at all.

People, bear with this lengthy, wordy, uninteresting post. :/

Today, I got my confirmation forms and course fees payment settled.

Well, pray pray hard that I'll really study real hard,

else I'm so gonna let my parents down :/

That friend came over here for a jog last evening and so,

the nice me went down to chill awhile with him X: HA

The sky was totally dark, and the act-smart me went to walk

on the grass when there was a clear path in front for me to walk.

And damn damn damn, something crawled on my foot which

totally made me shout scream shout scream. Lmao!

Whatever it is, cheers friend :D! Everything will all be fine (:

2009-03-14T21:38:00.005+08:00

Someday soon,

Had work today at Vivo starting at 7am.

Didn't got much sleep and was really knackered,

but anyhow, am forever ready for work! :D

Dearest sent me to work, and waited for me to knock off,

and sent me home again. Nevermind the waitings and all,

he's just absolutely great (:

He and I were like embarrassing each other in public throughout.

Funny shiat, HAHAHA

Work was really really fab today. Met really great friends,

and I love them so, heh. And know what, people?

Just call me Joy probably? I think that's the easiest one already, HA.

Goodbye hugs and kisses given to everyone, except Jay the

manager X: WAHAHA ! Great work day :D

2009-03-12T19:12:00.009+08:00

More than anything else,

I need an English name badly. >< *Unique, short, simple*

Most importantly, I want it starting with J (:

Will Joy do?

Or Jaurice?

Or Jolice?

Or Jovella?

Or Jaydie?

Or Jeanelle?

Or Janenda?

Damn damn damn :/

Anyhow, a shoutout to Choir seniors:

Choir Speech Day is on the 4th April, Saturday. Timing, not confirmed.

Choir SYF is on the 16th April, Thursday. Tickets for sale.

Hope to see you guys soon okey! :D MISSES

2009-03-12T18:48:00.006+08:00

Baby, there's no end.

Had work yesterday from 4 30pm till 9pm actually,

but some guy, yes, some guy called before I left for work

to ask if I'm going for the dinner later on in the day with my parents not.

And told me to go as he was going. HA.

And so, I rushed my work stuffs and managed to complete everything

by 8 15pm. Mum mum brought clothes for me to change.

I then got changed quickly, in the car(?) HAHA.

Cute girl :D

Meet Joselin (:

We kids were there sitting down recollecting the past,

while parents were there drinking and all.

The very fact that we've known one another since

we were very young, made the talks sound very childish and all, serious.

Amazing that we've grown so much through the years, ha.

But anyhow, it was definitely nice to recall back those times (:

That guy X:

2009-03-10T14:12:00.005+08:00

Cos the internal compass says so.

Me Girlfriend came over to my place in the early noon.

Long time since we hung out and blah.

Chatted, laughed, ate, snapped. Yeahyeah, that's what girls do :D

Oooops X:

And then, later in the day, me met up with Lovey and CuiXia (:

After much consideration, we then crashed Fish&Co!

♥ Just for her

Cos she's the loveliest tuition(?) teacher, ever :D

We ate, laughed, chatted, snapped to our very fullest. HAHA

Yummy yummy yum yum!

I then suggested we get those kind of alphabets badgers for one another,

so as to remind us of one another, heh.

Loveeeeeeeeeee them :*

We then went our separate ways at 9plus as Lovey's having

school the next day. A nice day out indeed (:

I then rung Dearest up and he came to send me home X:
Say I'm pampered, oh whatever! HAHA

♥ He's mine, not yours.

God knows why I was in the mood to snap so much suddenly X:

And we often do stupid things together, HA

♥ The girl in love

That shoulder I'd glady lie on, laugh on, cry on.
♥ He's my comfort zone

2009-03-10T14:09:00.006+08:00

For all the moments to come,

----------Quoted---------

I dug beneath the new layers of complexities we'd created over

the months to get to the beginning of the relationship.

What was it, I wondered, that we had then that revive?

What was the thing that could make two people want to spend

everyday of their lives together?

I realised, it's a simple thing called love.

A small simple word.

If only it didn't mean so much, our relationship would be flawless.

You ain't that great, at all.

So please just quit your immature acts.

At least he knows how to love me the right way,

at least he understands me much more than I do myself,

at least he's greater than you, for all I know.

You don't have the rights to criticise, not to say, insult

others, if you are in fact, lousier than him. (:

2009-03-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

Our words to deceive; more eloquent.

Work, work, work.

Fun-tastic ! :D

Made alot of friends', hahaha.

Um, they were mostly Caucasians. And I've got to admit, Caucasians

are really very nice, friendly, and easy-going people! (:

And now, I seriously gotta get myself an English name ><

Forget about how most people get my name pronounced wrongly.

No, it's way tooooo wrongly! Lmao.

Dearest then came to fetch me from work at 3plus, nearing 4pm (:

It's just so nice to see him, really. Heh.

Went to look for Girlfriend for awhile, and then home-d.

Thank you, Dearest, for the chocolates!
♥ You made my day.

2009-03-08T20:40:00.005+08:00

The bliss of ignorance.

Alright, well, what's for today? (:

Today, Mister Dearest came over to my place and sent me to work.

Today, work with Faizal was nice and great.

Today, Sweetie came over to my workplace to look for me.

♥ Sweetie

(P.S Apparently, I think I suck in here >< )

Her lousy X: But still, love the same :D

Dearest, I'm really sorry for what's happened these few days.

I seriously have got no idea what's gotten over me.

It's the overwhelming fear which kicked in all of a sudden.

Perhaps it's because of the fact that you've been great towards me

beyond all means, thus causing this to take over me.

I just can't imagine what I will be without you now.

I'm sorry, I love you. :/

2009-03-07T18:32:00.008+08:00

I have no doubt, we can work it out.

I'm gonna make you love me so much :X

Just you wait and see!

Cupcakes, here I come :D:D:D. WAHAHAHA

Upset, because at the very last minute, meeting with

Sweetie, no more ):

Elated, because MDIS has already sent me my acceptance letter!!!

Yeahman :D:D:D:D:D:D HAPPY !

2009-03-06T17:59:00.003+08:00

Pretence could actually be such an amazing thing.

What if you were told this morning that today was to be your

last day on earth? How would you spend its fleeting hours?

Whom would you insist on seeing?

Would your behaviour differ radically from what it usually is?

Well, someone has wisely said, "You should treat every day as if

it's your last one, because one of these days, you're bound to be right."

There's no getting around it. Whether our earthly life ends by accident,

illness, or the ravages of age, one of these days will be our last.

That's why we should guard so carefully the things we do and the words we say.

We ought to be tying up the loose ends of long-neglected matters by

expressing our love and gratitude to others, or by seeking reconciliation

with an alienated friend.

Come on, people, give it a thought.

You won't want to know what you've got till the day you

realised it's gone and it's too little too late to change a thing, yes?

2009-03-04T21:20:00.006+08:00

For I believe, so strongly.

♥ HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, DARLING LEE :D

You've turned one year older, congrats girl ! Heh.

I bet you must be feeling duper unlucky as to have your birthday

falling on the same day as some idiot eh? HA.

Hoped you did spend your day to the fullest, I laugh you !

Next up, it's for this girl here :D

She's my Sweetie.

She's my Beloved.

And she's my double trouble.

I'm so thankful cos, we still do keep each other updated

even till now when we no longer see each other as often (:

Really do hope that this Saturday's plans won't be

another failed attempt to meet up, again X:

( ♥ Here I am for you, as I'm ever gonna be )

And and, before I forget, did I mention that I like Christian Bale?

Like when I watched Batman Begins last night for the very first time X:

He's super hot, plus mesmerizing, plus plus charming okey! ( Ooops! )

Can I be Racheal in that movie? :X

2009-03-04T20:33:00.008+08:00

This must be something special.

♥ I'm happy because of you.

Today, Lovey came over to my place to look for me (:

Oh well, should I mention that she's really dumb to the core?

That she alighted wrongly twice ==" LMAO

But nevertheless, I love her.

We caught up, chatted, laughed, ate and all.

Yep, good old times indeed, heh.

That usual thing. Fugly, HA

♥ I'll be behind you, always.

2009-03-03T15:00:00.006+08:00

No coincidence, it was meant to be.

Happy Darling(s) Day :D

Difference of two years doesn't really matter to us, though.

We had retard fun together, we shared smiles and tears, we stood strong

for one another whenever one of us is falling apart. All along, these two

girls had been really good Darling(s). Whereas, I doubt if I ever had been

a good Darling towards them. (Awwww~) HA.

But whatever it is, I'm fortunate enough to have known these two

really lovely girls. I love them so! (Don't be jealous, HA!)

2009-03-02T13:54:00.009+08:00

Leaving was never an option, baby.

Cos each time you come knocking on my door, my heart

wavers abit. And everytime you keep turning back without any

reasons whatsoever, my mind goes haywire.

Please, don't come back anymore.

Not when this is just the very beginning.

I've got to settle my heart down, serious.

Get a life

My memory's failing me these days.

I need old diaries, past photos and everything to remind me

of the past every now and then. I can't seem to quite remember

anything for the past couple of weeks. And the feeling's pretty terrible.

Had been struggling and wrestling so hard to recollect all the past.

Or to make matters worse, whatever happened like a minute ago,

I can even forget, as though nothing of the sort took place at all.

Customers come in, hoping I can actually remember them, their usual

drinks and all, but I just can't seem to remember a thing. Yet, there, trying

so hard not to look like a fool. Apparently, everyone around me has been

looking at me as if I were some kind of idiot, or some kind of young kid who has

got amnesia. Nono, I don't want that to happen to me, please. ):

2009-03-01T14:31:00.004+08:00

Not good enough.

My bad. My fault.

I hadn't been a good Darling all along, had I?

No, rephrase: I hadn't been a good friend to everybody, had I?

2009-03-01T13:15:00.005+08:00

My ~~dirty~~ clean little secret.

Have already recieved NYP's enrolments forms and blahblahblah.

But I'm not gonna take a third look at them. Cos anyhow,

I've already decided not to study there. HA.

Chatted with CuiXia, my ex-tuition teacher last night.

And I was really glad as she's really that one and only tuition teacher

I can ever find in this world, whom can have heart-to-heart chats

with me and everything like that. HOHO

I miss all my Secondary School friends ):

2009-02-28T21:39:00.004+08:00

Dearest, you know whatever that is to come, you will

always always have me by your side to walk through

any parts of your life from now on. Don't second guess this love,

for this love is so very true. I'm never gonna leave your side,

unless you want me to. We're gonna share every single bit of

happiness and sorrow together. For every moment to come,

we are gonna love to our last goodbye alright.

I love you (:

2009-02-28T19:58:00.003+08:00

I'm stuck in love with the man in the mirror.

A soulmate so lovely,

a pillar of strength so reliable,

and a love so true (:

I love this, HA. F.Y.I it has lychee in the middle of it !

Just random,

I'm so grateful for everything that I found in you (:

2009-02-27T22:16:00.004+08:00

♥ For my Cnht Darling (:

I may not know what you're exactly going through right at

this point of time. But girl, I definitely do know how it feels like

to love someone so much. And, when it comes to this, how heart

breaking it is, to come to terms with the facts and then let go.

But, no matter how much you don't want this, or refuse to forget,

someday, you'll realise you actually needed to move on.

You know this super alarm clock DarlingNeo will always be here.

You know that, right? Cos it was me who kept waking you up in the

middle of the night when it comes to such stuffs. But now, I'm giving you

the privilege to do so to me okey? You'll be fine. You're gonna be alright.

You'll be better off. Drill this in alright. Heh, I love you so!

2009-02-27T21:51:00.003+08:00

Behind every smile lurks secrets.

Well well well, I can't seem to get much sleep these days.

Struggling and wrestling so much, just to have a good night's

sleep, yet to no avail ): Booooooooooo.

Pulled myself up from bed at 5am plus, and travelled down to

Vivo by myself. Poor me, only got to knock off at 4pm plus :/

Work can never be better with those really nice partners around, serious!

Was really dead beat by then, but Mister Dearest came to fetch me

from work which totally took away all weariness, huhu!

There was this 'wedding exhibition' being held there, and in which a couple

of people came forward to ask if we'd like to take a couple wedding shot,

and asked if we're married, or if we are getting married. HAHAHA!

Humans can never be more ridiculous, no?

Can't be any cooler, heh!

2009-02-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

Give me a reason for this empty silence.

Greatest Guy Friend Ever :D

(P.S Too ugly to reveal his face I suppose X:)

He was, and will always be my Ggfe (:

That story behind Maltersers, HAHA

2009-02-25T14:16:00.008+08:00

I lost track of time.

Yes, nostalgia's kicking once again :/

Suddenly recalled of the times Choir spent together and all.

Speech Day, SYF, camps after camps and blahblahblah.

Awwww, I miss school so much all of a sudden. ):

And then, I read through Darling's past past entries.

I swear I miss everything can ! URGH

When it was so strong, and unbreakable

As time goes by, everything seems to fade away slowly

Making it impossible to picture how beautiful the start felt like

How we befriended each other, how much fun we had together

But what now? Where has everyone gone to?

2009-02-24T16:52:00.004+08:00

Every rule I had you breaking.

Which girl doesn't like chocolates? HAHA

Hello everybody, I am Njh's precious hammy :D

And I'm bringing sexy back X:

I think I can't get any bored-er man X:

Isn't he cute? HOHOHO

2009-02-23T19:20:00.007+08:00

You make it real for me.

Believe me, as far as I know, we're gonna make it.

You're one in a million, once in a lifetime.

I swear I'd never ever trade you for another.

Me love you :)

2009-02-23T19:01:00.003+08:00

You've been the only thing that's right.

It has been really really really long since I saw Baby,

and today, his Sis brought him up to our place :D !

He's forever showing that innocent and cuteeeeeee face !

"Watch me drool~" HAHA

He always makes me feel like he's feeling very lost and curious, ha.

Making decisions was the painful part for me, the part I agonized over.

But once the decision was made, I simply followed through -

usually with the relief that the choice was made.

Sometimes the relief was taunted by despair, though.

But it was still better than wrestling with the alternatives.

Can I have Edward Cullen as my boyfriend ? :D

2009-02-22T17:54:00.004+08:00

Saving one last time for you.

Today, I had work. Um, not exactly 'work', though. HAHA.

Was being chosen for the Mercury Man, along with Dinnie.

Poor him had to carry the God-knows-how-heavy harvess with him X:

Whereas I just had to stay by his side, offering people the coffee,

"Hi! Would you like to try our Starbucks coffee?" Blahblahblah, lmao.

That's him with the cooooool thing X:

(P.S But I doubt you can see anyth which is 'cool' from here)

We had lotsa fun and got to make a lot of friends, HAHA
All thanks to us, coffee was all given out and it was a totally fab day!

A loud hi-five and a photo to mark off the tiring, yet fruitful day :D

And, so damnit coincidentally, that idiot and Fiona were there! (:

Poor Qian Bian then had no choice but to treat me to NYNY, huhu!

Ask him and you'll know how the very funny people of NYNY welcomed us, lmao.

Our nicey nicey yummy yummy food !

Say Hello to the idiot, my goody friend :D

And then, we had free candy floss ;P

Yesyes, we are the great, insane and fun people you can find in Starbucks!

I guess only that idiot really knew how crazy I went yesterday, HAHA

Thanks luh, Huang Qian Bian X:

(P.S You should just start calling me your bestest DeeJay ever luh X:)

2009-02-21T22:19:00.007+08:00

I say, time to I let go.

No matter what it is, I will never ever forget how we took a chance.

Some people cry their hearts out, go all the way for

their loved ones, and even some, loved till their last breaths.

I'm not saying that their acts are silly or not worthwhile.

But I'm really glad for the fact that at least, we both had

the chance to make things return to what we were.

You were my first love, my precious, my everything.

Hands on heart, I'm truly contented, already. (:

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

2009-02-21T21:23:00.004+08:00

You're my happy drug.

Hmmm, what's for today? Oh well, I had work during daytime.

Gastric pain happened all of a sudden, and Mister good Manager

looked for gastric tablets and steamed milk for me, heh.

Headed home straight, changed fast, and made my way to

Queenstown to meet MingLi, who accompanied me to MDIS (:

Well, I'm in an absolute dilemma. But one thing's for sure,

I want to study psychology, really.

And and, I finally got this! HAHAHA, like when this was the

very last one left on the shelf?

I know I'm abit slow. But hey, I've gotten it at least? X:

2009-02-20T14:33:00.006+08:00

How we loved, and how we fall.

MDIS Open House tomorrow, 10am till 5:30pm, anyone? (:

If you could see that I'm the one

who understands you

been here all along

so why can't you see

you belong with me ?

Huang Qian Hao is a downright idiot X: !

2009-02-19T14:39:00.011+08:00

Boys come and go like seasons.

If two people can have it all

Live the dream and break the rules

Tell me, why not us

If two people can fall in love

Destiny should be enough

So tell me, why not us

If this ain't right, what are we fighting for

Like two worlds at war

What the heart beats for is love

Turns everything to dust

Njh ! Resist the temptation of food,

and now, start saving up money and start killing brain cells,

for some some people's birthday >< !

You go, girl :D !

2009-02-18T16:33:00.006+08:00

Take me with you.

And because it hurts so much,
it's very tempting to just pass the blame.

Do you know what it's like to love someone so much,
that you can't see yourself without picturing him?

Or what it's like to touch someone,

and feel like you've come home?

Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person,

I was lucky enough to have him all along. (:

2009-02-18T16:07:00.009+08:00

That's why love's to blame.

Had completed reading The Pact, like finally? HA.
But it was indeed a touching read. I felt molested man X:

2009-02-17T15:39:00.017+08:00

Just part of adolescence.

Some really good (cross fingers*) idiot came to my workplace,

HAHAHA! Without cupcakes, but with his friend, Fiona :D

I told you I'm gonna post one of your candids up alr,

don't believe me! Lmao.

Too bad, I couldn't crash NYNY with them ):
But nevermind, I'm sure to make that idiot treat me someday! Just you wait! X:
And and, he and Fiona made today's work very very memorable, rofl.

2009-02-16T21:27:00.006+08:00

If only it weren't, only, my thoughts.

Had been back to reading The Pact A Love Story by Jodie Picoult.

It's a really compelling read, which totally keeps you wanting

to read on actually. Just that it gets quite (long-winded?)

"Do you know what it's like to give your whole self to a person,

and your whole heart to boot, until you've got nothing left to give-

and then realise it still isn't what they need?"

I'm not a whatever-you-think-I-am girl,

I'm just the girl whom gets along well with guys, rather than girls.

And I don't think I've got to explain my life to you, nor you, not you.

2009-02-16T21:16:00.006+08:00

When it was ~~you~~ and me.

That LeeJunJie came down to my workplace and waited for

me to knock off. We then headed to NewYorkNewYork

for our lunch (: A mean of compensation? Ha.

I'm falling for NYNY! (Oops? X:)

Nicey nicey food ;P

Nice chats, good friend, great lunch :D

A fab package indeed X:

2009-02-15T21:07:00.005+08:00

Never found anyone this true.

Met up with me Girlfriend(s) for a night cycle :D

It has been really really long since I saw that JolineChan,

as though it had been how many donkey years when I last saw her luh,

and finally I got to see her! Like Oh My Godzxzxz?! Heh.

I was really gleeful that I got the chance to meet up with them (:

(P.S Hey! I was supposed to be in the photo as well okey! X:)
They are ♥

(P.S Our faces were way too fugly to be seen, that's why X:)

2009-02-15T14:52:00.003+08:00

Tell me why.

If you will be, why didn't you cherish hard the first time round?

If my heart will heal within time, why hadn't it yet?

If we're gonna get it back, why aren't we giving it our best?

It's silly to just stop believing in love just because of a

relationship which you once invested so much into, and then, failed.

I'm not gonna say that I'm giving up on love.

'Cause I know, the right one will just appear someday.

And my heart will find a way to recover somehow.

2009-02-14T21:44:00.009+08:00

♥ HAPPY VALENTINE'S :D

I spent my Valentine's with my Valentine, not. HAHA

Instead, with the great people of Starbucks (:

The entire store was decorated with pink, white, red heart shaped

balloons everywhere. And it just looked so lovely, heh.

And today's the day when you'd see couples holding hands,

dressed up in couple tees, girls holding bouquet of roses in

their hands, guys being dressed smartly and blahblahblah. HA

These were the handmade cookies by the other partners

specially baked for customers. How sweet X:

I so love heart-shaped balloons!

And dear Serene gave this to me, huhu!

I'm not sure if I'll get killed for this, lmao X:

And this was the Coffee Puzzle :D

This is cute can!

This rose was from a regular's daughter, exceptionally lovely (:

Heart-warming gifts (:

DarlingLee travelled all the way to my workplace and passed me

the gift she, as well as, DarlingNg got for me (:

♥

And it's a (cupcake!) box, heh.

That good friend, LeeJunJie, then came down to support me yo X:

Sorry for not being able to dine with you eh! HA

These are my cookies !! Simply sweet ;P

And and, I've gotten my Partner's Card ! :B